'Does she know your name?'
people ask.
'does she know who you are?'
as if she is facial recognition software.
No.
No.
You don't understand.
When I stroke
Alzheimer's moaning,
when I croon and
feel her mottled paper skin:
her breathing eases; and
I hear her pausing.
I hear her pausing.
Red Steps, Then Blue
Dr Merilyn Childs' poetry archive. Here I plan to publish poetry I've written during the past 30 years, and as I write more. Also...please visit me at merilynchilds.com
Wednesday, May 24, 2017
Wednesday, April 26, 2017
In January
It wasn't until January
that insight came.
Lunch melting, the table
umbilical cord to capitulation,
the salad a nightmare
of knives and screams
& bloody memories.
I've hidden inside sandwiches
too long.
that insight came.
Lunch melting, the table
umbilical cord to capitulation,
the salad a nightmare
of knives and screams
& bloody memories.
I've hidden inside sandwiches
too long.
Sunday, May 8, 2016
Blue thin edge
It's come around around again
That year I made us
Three. How smug I was.
How free.
Now, I sit beside you
Thin and edges blue
My love like anguish
Loud and yelling
While we chatter.
That year I made us
Three. How smug I was.
How free.
Now, I sit beside you
Thin and edges blue
My love like anguish
Loud and yelling
While we chatter.
Saturday, April 9, 2016
Drunk on Ellis
For once I'll tell the truth:
Dubbo, drunk on beer,
I looked into the gum,
killed ants,
thought of Ellis.
Heard Malcolm lie.
Shorten tell a joke.
ABC Crackle.
It's like swimming in dirt, Bob.
Beneath your eloquent
regretful sky.
Dubbo, drunk on beer,
I looked into the gum,
killed ants,
thought of Ellis.
Heard Malcolm lie.
Shorten tell a joke.
ABC Crackle.
It's like swimming in dirt, Bob.
Beneath your eloquent
regretful sky.
Thursday, April 7, 2016
in vein
I've looked for lines
Yet: alight. It puzzles me.
Somehow, like living a synonym.
between there and here
and failed.
even my blood bears no resemblance.
I've broken so many rules
flakes cling to my skin til I'm blinded
(echo hours, dark and dark)
(echo hours, dark and dark)
I've lived that fucking mess.
Tided up.
Tided up.
Artefactual. Oh yes.
Yet: alight. It puzzles me.
Somehow, like living a synonym.
breathe in. hold.
breathe again.
: in vein.
Wednesday, April 6, 2016
frag.ment
for Arson de Bris
you shin.e
words.
word.s & you.you.tube
such beauty.
i eat pie
bumblehumble crumbs
re.calling_it's you
with he/art &
a world in need/heed
of such soaring
you shin.e
words.
word.s & you.you.tube
such beauty.
i eat pie
bumblehumble crumbs
re.calling_it's you
with he/art &
a world in need/heed
of such soaring
Friday, January 30, 2015
View
Today is memory.
Through window grime
to park: the wisteria tunnel
where once there was a rocket
and a roundabout
long since gone.
where once I pushed a stroller
with grandparents
long now dead.
On Sunday I walked there with you
once-were-Helen. Mother.
We sat on the second wooden bench
your eyes closed/skin an empty shell.
My eyes blinded.
A young girl runs past, we stir.
There's a Labor Party BBQ. Speeches I can't hear.
I think of David Hicks. Your protest.
I want to tell you: He's free now Mum.
Vindicated. I know you'd be pleased.
to park, and the wisteria tunnel:
Yes, I see the landscape of my years,
and the view of yours forgotten.
Merilyn Childs, 21/1/2015
From my 30for30 series
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